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You understand? He’s young, impulsive, and he’s related to Anakin and Luke Skywalker. So just to set the record straight from our last argument, Kylo Ren is NOT a baby. Not sure when I turned into such an idiot, but I’m glad you put up with it. I just had a Facebook break, so I feel better now. How can she say so little and yet so much? I go back and finish the last part, already knowing how the letter ends but loving her attitude and the way she makes me smile. When she removes her make-up, taking off her brave face for the day… That line really hit me the first time I read this letter a couple years ago. Why can’t I be the invisible bass player no one cares about? I stare at her words again, running over the sentence in my head. The guys are no doubt wondering where the hell I am, and it’s still a twenty-minute drive to the warehouse. My phone buzzes from the center console of my truck, and I look away from Ryen’s letter to see another text roll in. Narcissists don’t have insecurities, right? Must be nice. When the music stops and everyone goes home? When the day is gone and she doesn’t have anyone to entertain herself with? When she removes her makeup, taking off her brave face for the day, do the demons she keeps buried start playing with her when there’s no one else to play with? I guess not. I know it’s pathetic to want a place among other people, and I know you’ll say it’s better to stand alone and be right than stand in a crowd and be wrong, but. Are they laughing at you? Talking about you? Are they sneering at you like their perfect world would be so much better if you weren’t there, messing up their view? Are they just wishing you’d get the hint already and leave? I feel like that a lot. To feel like you’re at a party you weren’t invited to.

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To be in a place full of people and feel like they don’t want you there. It’s just that…given all of her detestable attributes, she’s never alone. Mean, cavalier, superficial… The kind who doesn’t have a thought stay in her head too long or else she needs a nap, right? I’ve always been fascinated with her, though. Cheerleader, popular, gets everything she wants… I hate to admit this, especially to you, but a long time ago I wanted to be her. Just once, right? You see, there’s a girl at school. But I think negative feelings should be released. No, actually, it’s far worse, and I’m a little embarrassed to tell you. I know you don’t have to sit there with your sister, man. To Claire and Bender and what would’ve happened Monday morning.ĭear Misha, So, have I ever told you my secret shame? And no, it’s not watching Teen Mom like you. “Bad Girlfriend” by Theory of a Deadman “Bleed It Out” by Linkin Park “Blow Me (One Last Kiss)” by P!ink “Colors” by Halsey “Dirty Little Secret” by All-American Rejects “Do You Know Who You Are?” by Atreyu “Happy Song” by Bring Me the Horizon “I Think We’re Alone Now” by Tiffany “Lose Yourself” by Eminem “Love the Way You Lie” by Eminem “More Human Than Human” by White Zombie “Mudshovel” by Staind “Sk8er Boi” by Avril Lavigne “So Cold” by Breaking Benjamin “Square Hammer” by Ghost “Stupid Girl” by Garbage “True Friends” by Bring Me the Horizon “Where’d You Go” by Fort Minor “Wildest Dreams” by Taylor Swift Pearls Lyrics Corrupt Acknowledgements About the Author

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